Sarcoidosis has reared it’s not so pretty head in my life once again. I have been in treatment for it via methotrexate for immune suppression. Having had Sarcoid lesions on my knees off and on for a long while, the doc said if they return that they would be a external indicator as to what is happening internally. Well, here we go again because they are back, very rapidly even. I did not have any to show my Sarcoid doc two weeks ago!
The physical slow down has been stealthy but not unnoticed. I just keep pushing and hoping I will get better, but my mind in its self-imposed isolation did not want to make more than a note about it, and so it went.
Depression is coming for me and I will just have to ride it out. I will find my way back to the wellness that allowed me to dance, go where I want, and be who I please. I have come to a place where I feel I can make this declaration having the support and love to strengthen my conviction.
This is where I see my transformation solidified and practiced. I now ask for help. I now self heal. I now do not depend on Western medicine to make me well. Sarcoidosis has no cure, but I have a say on how I conduct my life. And I say I’m a person who has something to offer this world and who just so happens to have Sarcoidosis.
To that end I am asking all my wonderfully talented healers, in all your many guises, to support me in this. I’m not sure about asking for anything specific, just think of me and send me a wee bit of energy when you can. It all adds up and I promise to honor it and return the favor when I can. And I can! I do not feel depleted, just run down.
Thank you to all that read this and feel inclined to help me in this not so stellar moment in my life. Oh, and could someone please speak to Mother Nature about this weather…so not helping.
You have a community of friends and healers who will send you loving energy to see you through this. Asking for help is often a difficult thing because in our society it's viewed as a sign of weakness. Being the rebel that I am, I disagree with society. Asking for help is not only the most courageous thing a person can do, it is the most logical thing to do when needed. As you know, there is real power in prayer, mantras, and group healing, etc. Draw from that energy. I'm here for you any time, my friend. Reiki on!
ReplyDeleteYou got it, Michelle. And what Hannah said. She's a wise bird.
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