Today was a good day. Both my friends Linda and Jen had their birthdays. I hope they felt the love and energy I had for them. I also was able to get a kickass deal on a fany pedicure, facial, with a beverage at a nail salon I have been very interested in going to. Groupon.com is the shit!
Today I met someone that I felt instantly connected to on top of yummy indulgent pampering goodness. Not since I met Linda some year and half ago that I sensed this kind of kinship. Her name is Michelle and how she does her readings is so fascinating to me. To be honest when I heard that she did drawings of angels I did my judgmental dismal thing that I do, but in meeting her I found her to be down to earth, kind and amazingly insightful. I have made an appt for my reading next week!!
I have met two women that do readings at the shoppe where I did once read myself, but they are truly gifted readers and I feel a connection to them both. Hannah is the other reader and a writer, oh and so is Michelle! We seem to be in a similar place in our lives and we are all truly connected to “source”. I honestly think this is meaningful and I have to ponder how Ally (the tarot boss at the shoppe) found such talented women to be available to really help people.
Do I feel bad that I was basically fired? No I do not. I think my time of reading tarot is over. My time of becoming the idyllic Michelle is upon me.
This is what I will make so.
Today Michelle asked if I had specifically informed the Universe/Source for what I wanted in a mate. I have not. She suggested that I dream up my dream lover in intricate detail. I once asked Apollo to bring me my soulmate and he brought me Terri. I know she is a soulmate of a sort, but clearly is not the Sun to my Moon and that’s what I want. The Sun…Apollo personified.
I will work on the details as I work on writing the book. Today I feel like it’s the real deal and I have wonderful women around me that I can turn to for advice and ideas!
Today was a good health day as I ate very sensibly and I feel much lighter…much cleaner. I swear the shoppe can cure what ails me. I did not feel well before I left the house which contributed to my leaving much later than intended. Once I arrived, it all washed away. I of course became far babblier than I like of me due to the energy of such a magical place. I need to work on less talk and more listen.
I made an appt to see my doc to talk test results and about my hip as it is hampering my dancing. Today it hurt without my even dancing a tiny bit. Makes me all scared and shit. I also am feeling a slight drain in physical energy in general; again this scares the shit out of me. My sweet Linda is going to work her Reiki Magic on me. I also know that with my steadfast intent to live my true path in all ways, I will be healed via magic. I need to keep moving in these deep magical ways that make me feel like a woman connected to a deep well of feminine magic. I know that sounds a wee bit silly, but I can actually visualize a well that I am descending into, like descending into myself.
Too much activity swirling and firing about my neurotransmitters of late. I feel like energy is pouring through me in waves far more than the norm…I need a release. OK…I NEED sex!!!!
I think I shall end on that note. Though it might have been unwise to download the Nine Inch Nails song Closer…you know the “I want to fuck you like an animal” song.
Poor judgment is my thing just as much as death is.
Word.
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